Selfish

I think that having a boyfriend can be very troubling at times because you literally don't want to do anything else but be with them all the time. I know that this is a normal feeling but I really don't want to do anything. I don't want to go to work and I especially don't want to go to school. I want to stay in bed with my boyfriend and do nothing. I wish things like these were possible, I don't want to deal with societal things. Thinking about doing boring things like studying years for a boring job makes me want to cry.

Stuck

I haven't got anything important to update you, or for personal reasons, anything to reference back to. I'm pretty much stuck right now, I'm not moving forward, and I have no goals. School is fucking boring as hell and has sadly become routine for me. I did however manage to receive another email from the Honors Society and I'm finally going to join, just to make myself feel better. Now is definitely the time to finally read that play my friend lent me an entire year ago and listen to some new albums.

Been back tracking to 2006 and have been listening to Carnavas by Silversun Pickups, what a god damn good album. I would listen to this album nonstop my freshman year of high school, my sister actually owned the physical cd, haha who buys albums anymore huh? Lazy Eye is sort of just a classic.

Here are my favorite songs:

Well Thought Out Twinkles
Checkered Floor
Little Lovers So Polite
Dream Tempo 119