Where is my mind?

Feeling really lazy and grimy today.and I've also edited this post around 5 times and I just don't have anything interesting to say so I hope you enjoy this song. You probably already like this song (or should) -I'm just here bringing it back to you. 

Also thank you to those of you reading my blog, or looking at it. I got quite a few people to read my post from two days ago, and that was really nice. I really want to intrigue you people. 

Cute Icons

Today was National Cheeseburger day so my boyfriend took me to Burger King.

I also had my piano class today for the first time in 3 weeks because my instructor was always missing! >;c and I also stole some cute icons from my friends blog. that's really it!

goodnight! ^this one is my favorite^

Decisions, decisions.

My english professor shared a short story today about how one of her students came into her room saying how much he hated his major (accounting), he also added that he was only doing it because his mother wanted him to. My professor told him that he should pursue a career that made him happy and what do you know -a few years later he ended up studying what he felt passionate about (animation) and he's now happier than ever.

We've all been told to do what we love and that we'd never have to work a day in our lives yadda yadda... or sometimes you hear people say some bullshit like "I'd rather get paid little money doing what I love than getting paid a lot of money doing something I hate."

Now, that's great... if you're happy being a starving artist and all -awesome! great for you.

I am currently majoring in Biology and until recently I thought I knew exactly what I wanted. Now, my whole life I wanted to be a writer until I found out i'm not too great at it. My sophomore year of HS I joined this technical school where I'd learn some A&P, and the qualifications to become a CNA and I enjoyed it. I figured hmm... maybe this is what I should pursue; I wasn't bad at it, and I liked the majority aspect of the subjects I was learning. But still in the back of my mind I'm thinking that maybe this isn't what I want. The one thing I’ve always wanted to do is impact people, not just a few people, a lot of people -millions of people! I want to be able to change the way people think, I want to be able to make people cry or most importantly feel inspired. Basically I feel with the career I’m pursuing I won’t be able to fulfill that.

Anyways....

I don't see myself changing my major so this is where i'll most likely stay as far as my general education goes. I eventually want to study to become some type of (human) doctor lol or work with animals. I just hope i'm making the right decision.

HW every fucking day!

I hope this coming weekend I don't have some big assignment to work on ;p I can't do it anymore, I just want to pull my hair out! I need a break. ;__;

People let me tell y'all

I once wrote a speech for my class on education and I started out by saying how I wasn't smart, I just work hard. Things don't come naturally to me, I have to study and read for hours to understand the same concept someone else can. Anyways I remember sharing some parts of my speech to my friend Naz and she said "YES! me too!" and yeah she reads and studies as much as I do -if not more but I wanted to say today that NO, she is just smart.

Naz is the smartest person I know, and I've only tried to surround myself with these types of people, so this is no understatement. It's also no understatement for a citizen living in Nevada either, (noting the fact that we live in the dumbest state) she can be smart anywhere in the country. She literally enjoys technical things; she reads and studies because she truthfully enjoys it. I do too, but not to the fullest degree. 

I believe she helps me try my hardest because when I don't I'll feel like a complete dumb ass when we share our test scores or course grades. I'm saying this (typing this) because I completely misinterpreted what my professor wrote on the directions for our 1st paper; and she totally saved me from writing this essay on a P.O.V. that was not supposed to be my main focus! LOL ugh u__u

I raaan (so far away)

I ran 4 miles today, I know it's not a lot to some people but I did it in within a time limit that i'm excited about and I wasn't dying which is also very good. It's not about running fast to me right now, it's about running for long periods of time. 

 I'm really starting to wonder how i'm going to be able to run 13 miles :o 

And for some music I listened to while I ran: a lil bit of Arctic Monkeys -Settle For a Draw, and Beastie Boys -Sounds of Science Disk 2 and most importantly Jay-Z Who helped me finish my mile, his music is inspirational, it just makes you want to work hard na mean? 

 

Pugs are ugly and cute at the same time

I don't mean to offend anyone who has a pug named Puggles but that name sucks, I wish we got to name her something cool. I know that pugs are really trendy right now, and I'm not going to lie she's cute -but she's not my number one. My heart belongs to another dog who also got named by someone who sucks at picking out names (my sister). She's terribly afraid of taking photos so I write about her every chance I get. I've wrote multiple essays, and even presented speeches. I've never loved anything so much in my life.