Turn Out

Last year, like any normal human I made a New Years Resolutions list for myself (link here: http://marilyninreallife.blogspot.com/2012/12/new-years-resolutions.html) and just to make this short, for the most part I failed, only accomplishing 1, 4, 10, and 15.

This past year has been by far the worst in my short stupid life. I have never felt so defeated and afraid of my future before, and its actually really stupid. Before I begin to rant about all the shitty things that happened to me I’m going to list my new goals in no particular order for the year of 2014.

1.     Drink more water

2.     Take care of the skin on my body

3.     Read and write more

4.     Try harder

5.     Enjoy some company

6.     Stop self-pitying

7.     See an rap/hip hop artist live

8.     Go somewhere

9.     Spend less money on fast food

10.   Eat good food

11.   Wear that swim suit

12.   Give myself more credit

13.   Learn, comprehend

14.   Get some muscles

15.   Be content with how I decided to spend my time

Online Shopping is Bad

November has been the nicest month to me this school year, probably because I got really cheap stuff and had a break from school, I also finalized the audit for my biology class, so school has been amazingly easy. One things for sure is my spending habits have flown through the roof and my savings have gone significantly low. I'm not sure as to why I'm buying so many things, It could be disguised as a coping mechanism with my recent losses, but it feels really great getting some new stuff.

Been listening to lots of Vampire Weekend recently and Lauryn Hill!