How Do I Put This?

I was never good with words, which is the reason why I never pursued writing, but I still want nothing more than to be effective in when I speak or write. Effective in the way, that when I decide to explain my thought processes, others can understand my arguments.

With things that mean the most to me I want to be non biased so that those who disagree with my ideas can still hear me out. I personally believe it takes a lot in a human, a species who tends to be selfish and stubborn (this does not omit me from that), to take the time in explaining themselves and at the same time be considerate of others.

There are great writers and speakers that address issues with so much grace and poise. I envy that because I can get so mean and unfair.