Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about change and about the
route I’ve decided to take. This coming Monday I start my very first science
course. I’ve successfully managed to finish all of my prerequisites first so
that my brain could focus on what was most important towards the end of my
degree. The end is near now and I am admittedly frightened of what my life will
become afterwards. I’m sure it wont be drastically different, but that’s what
is legitimately scaring me the most. I couldn’t even change my major if I
wanted to; I don’t love anything, I have no hobbies, I’m not passionate about
anything, I’m not talented, I don’t do anything.
I really hope I end up loving my major because I don't know what i'm going to do.
I used to get a lot of my music from commercials on tv because they are always so catchy and have a nice melody to them. The first time I saw this commercial I immediately fell in love with the song; unfortunately it was only made for the advertisement. Anyways, I'd love to learn how to play this piece on piano but i'm not skilled enough to recognize specific notes ;~;
The
new school year is coming soon which means it's time to buy books and pay my
monthly tuition fee. Last year my family members were constantly nagging me to
get a job (because its SO easy) after my parents paid for all of my schooling
(which I am completely thankful for).
I'm
proud to say that this semester I've paid it all on my own! I'm sort of broke
but I did it, and I’m really happy about it. I even bought myself something
today.
Even
though I'm really nervous for what’s coming up, I am somewhat eager to finally give
my brain new material! SCIENCE!!!!!!! ALSDKJFA DLAU2U34U80QWJFASD
I can't wait for my order to come in, I always buy atleast one pair of BDG Jeans when Urban has their $39 sale
I decided to watch a movie today, and I usually don’t go for
romance movies but I went for a romance film today. Being a girl I love
romantic movies but I usually get my fill from dramas because then I am also
guaranteed a good cry (and also better acting). It took me a while to find one
that interested me because ‘chick flicks’ aren’t particularly my favorite. To
be honest I didn’t really want to watch this movie but it was the best I could
do within the time I had before I became completely uninterested in watching a
movie, but I did it.
Jesse, an American meets the eyes of a French woman named
Celine on his train ride to Vienna. They make quick conversation but
immediately hit it off. When the train arrives to Jesse’s stop he makes Celine
an offer no woman could resist; an entire night together before he takes a
plane home at sunrise, of course Celine says yes. The entire screenplay’s focus is on the deep
conversations between the two, their surroundings are never a distraction; they
slowly but surely fall in love. After constantly trying to convince themselves
that this will be their only night together, when the sunrise comes they make a
pact that they’ll come back 6 months from then to meet again. I guess what
really did it for me was the ending, as he walks away and Celine gets back on
the train you can tell one of them isn’t going to show up. There are no clues,
no happy endings, it’s really what you make it and I prefer being unhappy lol.
8 out of 10 stars, if you’re up for a romance movie I’d recommend this one to
you.
Heres the reason why I wanted to see a movie that would make me swoon, this trailer apparently just came out and I want to see it!!!!
I could honestly say I’ve never lived one day of my life
comfortably at home. I have been stripped of any chance to live privately, and
I mean this in every sense of the word. Everything bad has happened to me while
living in my own fucking home, I feel like fucking crying, I can’t count how many
times I’ve felt violated and embarrassed here. I am 20 years old and I have
never owned anything that was just mine. I have nothing, I feel like a loser. All I really want is to sleep comfortably at night.
In a deep writers block right now. I've began a few documents but haven't finished them yet due to dissatisfaction. I hope to be back with something interesting very soon.
