Hallowwwweeeennn

I was Wednesday Addams for halloween (see my hair was in braided pigtails lol) :-) So what happened today was I went trick or treating with my good friend, I didn't get a bunch load of candy but I don't need much. My boyfriend accompanied us (I love seeing him! he's so tall and manly I looove it haha) and also provided the ride down the street, cause we some lazy ass bitches. We came back to my house and watched some nasty movie where a guy got his balls cut off )-: and then left to a "party" more like what you call a kick-back which wasn't that bad, I just didn't know anyone! Over all making it a pretty good day, considering I stay home all the time and am consumed with homework. Also side note: this is my 50th post! which is like so cool oh my god. 

Damn Right I Am

Today my main focus is editing my Political Science paper and also I might have to add quotes to my english assignment :p. I have a big week ahead of me, and I hope I do okay on everything. My torture should end on Wednesday after I take my midterm! 

HELL YEAH FUCKING RIGHT ALL RIGHT

Today my bill was passed by the senate which was pretty much the last step in the law process, and it's now waiting to be signed into law by the president (my professor) which is really exciting because I got the extra credit points for it getting passed! On top of that tomorrow I have a midterm for my piano class and i'm not worried about it, and I also just knocked out all of my english hw thats due on Wednesday.

This just about sums me up today:

If He Was Calm Like You

I'm just about done editing my poetry essay, I just need to somehow condense it down by 100 words. This past weekend was lots of fun as I spent the entire time at my boyfriends house, we made a lot of food, watched a lot of television, and I of course enjoyed his company. 

There are 10 days including today until Halloween and I'm still undecided on who to be. Since its so close to now i'll probably whip up something from my closet and be something not cool enough. 

Anyways, homework days call for some good tunes, If you don't already know this song, let me assure you you'll fall in love. 

How Did Anyone Even Like Me?

Yesterday before heading to my math class my friend emailed me a shit load of old photos of us and some of them with our old friends around the age of 13-15 (BEST TIME OF MY LIFE!) We always had fun compromising with whatever money we had and not having rides to places. We could have insane amounts of fun indoors, we didn’t drink or do drugs, and we had good grades. We were pretty much everything your parents had hoped for at our age, in fact we’re still like that. But at this point its sort of troubling because everyone one around me wants to do the exact opposite and I don’t fit in! hahaha.

Back to the point of the photos, I noticed how fucking ugly I was. It’s so embarrassing I can’t even share these photos to the public. I always thought I looked better before because I was skinnier, and I didn’t have braces, but for some odd reason I looked chubby, really tan/dark and my teeth were crooked. May I add I didn’t look that bad when I was 16 and 17, but it could be because I was getting good at taking photos of myself LOL. I’m really thankful that she sent me these even though I wasn’t exactly going through a tough time of randomly hating myself and bashing my body; but if it wasn’t yesterday it was going to be a week from now, honestly. I’ve been working out since May of this year and I’ve never been happier with my body and I can actually say that in this very state I am the best version of me so far in my life. This is really exciting because I am still progressing and I’ll sooner or later get to where I want to be and feel the way every girl/woman deserves to feel.

also I did my nails last night with my friend Naz' she did mine and I did hers. YAY WE FINALLY DID SOMETHING THAT'S NOT HOMEWORK!

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Halloween Costumes!

Today I joined my sister and little brother to take my nephew to buy his Halloween costume, unfortunately the costume he originally wanted (and bought) had to be returned because it was missing some pieces. He originally picked out a Storm Troopers costume, but told us today he supposedly will be picking the Ghost Busters costume tomorrow; but who really knows he’s very indecisive and easily influenced.

In the mean time enjoy this photo of my nephew wearing an ‘old lady’ mask HAHAHAHAHA.

Also I have no idea what I’m going to be for Halloween! It’s so hard to choose something cool/unique, I don’t really want to be a slut like everyone else haha. 

What The Fuck Man

Piano is my most stressful class, I just got to a chapter in my book that is way more advanced then the one previous to it! There is no clear transition its just goes from 2 line songs to full page songs with sharps and all that fancy shit -I can't do it. I tried to practice yesterday and completely failed, I don't know how i'm going to do this. I need someone to actually teach me, I haven't been taught anything from my teachers; they assign me a chapter to practice on my own but have never taught me how to play the piano! And they have the nerve to grade me! This course was supposed to be a stress-free fun class and it's turned out to be the complete opposite, I didn't feel this way before until we were assigned a new professor she’s a complete bitch I can tell.

I'm going to try to learn the staff tonight so I can at least know what the fuck i'm supposed to be playing >;p 

Rainy Days

It’s raining here in Las Vegas and I wanted to take this opportunity to create a rainy day playlist. I hope you enjoy it, I’m really proud of it! I actually worked pretty hard to get the right mood, and narrowing it down to 15 songs after I started out with 20 (but I figured that would be a little too long). A lot of the songs are probably recognizable to some people, but if it’s not –cool. Please give it a listen!

http://pl.st/p/23665020171

sucks I guess all I can post is a link? ;p

Also I know I said I was going to use Last fm but I didn't...

Music

I want to start sharing music I really like with the world, you may have already heard of the songs I post in the future but I want to post them anyways :-) I just made a Last fm and i'll gather some stuff tomorrow to post on here. This is what they've recommended to me so far HAHA they know me so well...

Today my friend reminded me that I put this on a playlist for her a while back and now i've been listening to it all day/night. And it's thundering really bad right now and it's so scary ;__;

Oh Hell No (A Mini Rant)

I want this semester to be over, I really can’t take it. I’ve never had this much trouble before and it’s really pissing me off. Let me give you girls some advice, DO NOT TAKE A FEMALE TEACHER (UNLESS SHE'S LESBIAN) OTHER WISE YOU WILL END UP WITH SOME BITCH WHO THINKS SHE'S BETTER THAN YOU. I refuse to take a night class next semester, and/or a class taught by a female. Fuck that shit nigga save that drama for your man at home bitch.