The Actual Killers Show

The Killers show was absolutely amazing! I had a great spot in the crowd and I was close enough to see all the details on the band members faces. This was the first concert I’ve been to where there were no flaws; I mean they did such a great job and I was so content that I even forgot about how much I wanted them to play ‘All These Things That I’ve Done,’ which they did! They took turns playing an equal amount of new and old stuff, which was really great for someone like me who was only familiar with songs from Sam’s Town and Hot Fuss. They shot out confetti on their last song in the shapes of thunderbolts for their new album Battle Born and some in the shape of a K in their signature font, that I managed to take home with me teehee. The show ended really late, I got home at 2 am! Over all it was all really magical! I would have to say The Killers over all gave me this sense of gratitude for Las Vegas; it’s nice to know something great came out from here, and it made me feel proud :’-)

These photos really don't do my spot justice because Brandon Flowers looks tiny, but he was literally only 3 to 4 yards away!

New Years Resolutions!

Since we only have 5 more day's left of this year, I thought it would be nice to get my New Years Resolutions ready. I made my list fairly short and do-able, and unlike a lot of people I'm not going to list 'lose weight' simply because losing weight and exercising isn't a problem for me. I'm mostly trying to improve my eating habits because I used to have a binge eating problem; it's gotten a lot better since i've trained myself to get fuller on smaller meals but occasionally I go a little overboard with my indulgences. Anyways, here is a list of things I want to do and accomplish this coming year, I'm mostly excited about number 9 and 11 because I have done neither, ever, in my life!

1. Get a job

2. Limit my fast-food intake to twice a month maximum or none at all

3. Stop drinking dark soda

4. Drink more water

5. Finish Diary and Lolita                                

6. Wash my face everyday

7. Don’t stop playing the piano

8. Save my money

9. Travel somewhere! (Even if it’s just in the U.S.)

10. Make some friends

11. See a rap/hip-hop artist perform live

12. Buy a swimsuit and then wear it

13. Use my camera more often

14. Have a positive outlook

15. Learn how to do this (I'm taking ballet this upcoming school semester)

I'm Going to The Killers Show!

It's official! I'm going to go see The Killers this coming Friday on the 28th; it was really stressful and horrifying finding tickets but I got them and at a great price considering I didn't have to pay a fucking service charge! Ugh wow how can they literally charge me 30 dollars for using their site! it totaled up to be 160 and I wasn't down for that shit. Anyways, I bought 2 tickets and I'm really excited regardless of the fact I’m only familiar with their first 2 albums Hot Fuss and Sam's Town. I don't know who they'll be playing with so I guess it'll be a nice surprise, I read online that they'll be playing with Tegan and Sara. I've seen them live once my junior year of high school instead of seeing Vampire Weekend and I totally regret it. If Tegan and Sara do perform I hope they play the songs I like, not like last time ;p pfft. 

I'll be leaving the day of the show super early to make sure I get in the front :-) wow I can actually say I've seen The Killers live after friday! I'M SO EXCITED 

I need to figure out what to wear now! 

End Of The World Post

I originally wanted to list all my grievances but I’m such a dick, my lists went on and on and lead nowhere. So Instead I thought It would be a better idea to lessen my chances of going to hell by writing down nice things about people I like. 

There are a lot of occasions where I wanted to unbuckle my seat belt, open the door and jump out of the car while we were driving on the free-way, but it’s the people I love that make me feel guilty for wanting to kill myself (I’m being sarcastic). I could start off with my family but I’m not going to because I actually hate them and they don’t read my blog anyways (just kidding again). No, but seriously they would have no chances of reading this so it's pointless AHAHHAA. My best friend Naz; you’re a good friend to me, I haven’t had a friend who has helped me the way you have in a really long time. I thank you for pushing me academically, my GPA wouldn’t have gone up to a .7 without you. I also want you to know that I won't stop you from reaching your goals, so I will allow you to leave the country. Eric, people always talk about how they fell in love with their “best friend” but they’re really just a bunch of gay liars because they liked each other the whole time and then started dating. I really did fall in love with my best friend and I'm so lucky for that.

My unborn French bulldog puppy, -I love you, there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you and our beautiful life together. I wish I could hold you in my arms but unfortunately I haven’t gotten the funds to buy you, but I will one day because the world isn't actually ending. (*I cried writing this part)

Winter Break

These past few days I've spent a majority of my time with an old friend! We became best friends freshman year of high school and were attached to the hip for a very long time; we're still good friends today. I always laugh when I'm with her because she has the most contagious laugh you've ever heard lol. 

I haven't gotten any tickets for The Killers show yet, but I'm pretty sure I'll find a scalper the day of. I found a great group of people that want to go (Maria, Lilian and her friend Ivan)and i'm excited to see them there because they're really nice people. BUT, I'm mostly hoping that my friend Nazanin will go because I want her to experience it with me ;--; and we originally planned to go together! 

I also found out I got straight A's this past school semester and I'm so happy! and I received an e-mail from my future English Literature professor who told me I wouldn't need to purchase a text book for his class!

Awe Yeah, It's That Time of Year Again

Today I went to my nephew's winter concert and I couldn't stop my camera from shaking because I was laughing so hard and also probably because I was holding it up for 10 minutes straight; I'm very proud of myself, good thing I got deez muscles. Also, yesterday I got all of my Christmas shopping done; I really just have one more thing to buy for myself hahhahaa. I will be ordering a ticket to The Killers show here in just 2 weeks! They have been on my list of bands I want to see before I die, they never play shows here so i'm really excited! 

Enjoy this very relevant song :-) and this is a screen shot of the video I took of my nephews performance lol he's in the first row in the red pajamas hahhahaa

I Know It's Been A While/ An Update

Yesterday was my last day of the hardest semester I’ve had so far. I don’t think people understand how hard my classes really were; even when I was working a job 25 miles away and taking 3 classes last year, it was not as hard and time consuming as this semester. I was literally swamped with homework every weekend, and never had any time to have fun or go out. Which I suppose didn’t matter because I don’t have any friends; and the one and only friend I have had the exact same classes as me :3 lol.

This semester I learned the piano with the worst teacher on earth. I basically taught myself piano, but regardless, I’m still thankful I had the opportunity to learn. It was pretty tough, but I learned all the fundamentals to further my skills if I wanted to. My English class wasn’t very informative because I didn’t learn anything that I didn’t know before, and if you’ve read my previous blog posts, you know that she was mean. BUT, I read really great stories! My political science course was probably my favorite class this semester. My professor’s lectures were amazing and I learned so much, it’s fucking insane how much I know about political issues and how the government is ran. I laugh at all the retarded shit my peers say because I know what I’m actually talking about and it feels SO GOOD. My math teacher was the best math teacher I’ve had in my life, and although it was simple, he still made everything so easy to understand. My friend and I bought him a Merry Christmas card to show our appreciation ;--;

At the end of it all I learned some great things this semester, which is why I suppose it was the hardest.