Today I failed a quiz in my English class and I don’t feel
okay about it at all. I don’t know for sure yet because we just took it today,
but I’m 100% sure I failed it. I’m trying my best not to over exaggerate by
thinking I’m going to fail her class, because I can still get an A noting that I’ve
done fairly well so far… :T I think…. AAAGGGHHH 
My main concern is the fear that my teacher will make a mockery
of me during class. I haven’t gotten the best vibes from her and I’m pretty
sure she thinks I’m a dumb ass and she hates me. Last week she used me as a bad
example in front of the class after I had written her an email asking for help.
I don’t know if she knew that I was in the class but she said “Yesterday I had
a student email me…. LIKE NO THAT’S WRONG, WE ALL KNOW THAT’S NOT A SYMBOL” lol
like I’m a fucking idiot. 
Today she did what she had done to me to two other people, it's just so fucked up man you don't do that I don't care how smart you think you are. It’s really frustrating
and annoying that I never have problems in any of my classes besides my English
courses! (See why I don’t actually aspire to be a writer) It sucks because I
enjoy writing, it used to be a passion of mine and I sort of still hold on to
that; but why would I study something that is I suppose ‘difficult’ for me?
Today she did what she had done to me to two other people, it's just so fucked up man you don't do that I don't care how smart you think you are. It’s really frustrating
and annoying that I never have problems in any of my classes besides my English
courses! (See why I don’t actually aspire to be a writer) It sucks because I
enjoy writing, it used to be a passion of mine and I sort of still hold on to
that; but why would I study something that is I suppose ‘difficult’ for me? 
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